Tuesday, 25 May 2010

A designer. A Model.

I've been so busy recently, but I always try to fit in one of my favourite programmes - Project Runway. Both model and designer that caught my attention were actually paired together. The designer being Logan Neitzel, and the reason that he caught my eye was not that he is quite easy on the eye, but because his style is quite out there as he works with black a lot and adds different shapes and textures to the materials. He really brings out the gothic side of me! He also has a blog, of which I am now addicted to - http://www.loganneitzel.com/blog/ full of pretty pictures and collections. The only disappointment is that he couldn't be creative when working with '50's dress' and made it look quite terrible. Not good. Here's some of his collection and a picture of him and his design:


The model he was with is fantastic - again she brings out the gothic a little bit - and her name is Kojii Helnwein. Anyone that knows me probably understands why I like her so much. She acts, models and sings which was quite surprising, I'd love to listen to her songs! She has a blog also, http://kojiihelnwein.wordpress.com which is full of interesting facts, links to her photographs and news. I would love to meet her. :) I think I'll just let the photographs speak for themselves!



Thursday, 20 May 2010

Wednesday, 19 May 2010

I REALLY want a underwater camera, or some sort of equipment that allows you to take photos underwater!



Why? Oh why?

Normally around this time of the year I start panicing. Not just because of the exams and revision, but because of my weight. No matter what size I am, how much I've lost or how much I don't care, I somehow always full in the trap. But this year I was doing so well! So well that I honestly didn't care, when I was reading magazines about weight problems I skipped the page and carried on (something that would normally grab my silly self). Untill yesterday. Supersize vs. Superskinny :| Damn that programme. I normally wouldn't watch it because how EVERYTHING in that show has been manipulated to see people in their horrors and even yourself - not a good outlook at all - but I was in the middle of photography work and really didn't have time to worry what was on television. So I left it on. Thinking that I'd be able to forget about it in the background. BUT no. There I was slowly becoming conscious of all my bad things, even making me angry about the superskinny because she was acting like pasta was a huge hairy spider with a needle just waiting to take her blood. Silly woman. The hatred for this show has just shot up again.

However, I'm going to try to forget about this silly hour of my life and try to celebrate the good things about me, I was far too positive the other night to let an hour destroy all self-esteem I had finally got.

Therefore, this is also to anyone reading this, now thinking about their annoying parts and bits, because things like this just instantly make you think of things you'd put to the back of your mind. Firstly; I am sorry! Secondly; everyone person has good - great even - points. You make the people around you laugh and smile, you have conquered so much in your past - won awards, stood on a stage, passed exams, you've helped someone, you've been congratulated. That was all you. Because life isn't all about weights or how you look, the personality shines much brighter. However chiche this sounds; it's still true. It's so easy to forget about those points because media shines bright images of what 'perfect' is. What false is. It's easy to forget what's good and focus on the bad; but just for once, look at yourself, look at your good points, be optimistic. Never say never.

Monday, 17 May 2010

The best invention ever.

That's right; TeddyBears! I have a million in my room so it's pretty easy to guess I love 'em. i think everyone has a soft spot for the cuddly people, not matter how macho you try to be, everyone has a childhood favourite. I salute you Morris Michtom!

These three boys are my new favourite band. They are originally for Germany but there are points where I swear it's Elvis Presley singing. The best part of them is that they cover songs like 'love in this club' and 'pokerface' but add a 50's twist. The song I'm most addicted to is 'hot n cold' because of the immense backing vocals - 'swodupshdup' and 'doo-wops' added really well. There's been lots of controversial reviews and approaches to what they do (Usher reviewing saying "his great-grandmother would love it") but I think for all the big band fans out there, this is amazing. It's made me want to listen to songs I would normally turn over straight away! I heart them lots. Plus, in Netherlands and Germany Pokerface is number one, must be doing something right.

Visit their site: http://www.thebaseballs.com
or Take a listen:

Sunday, 16 May 2010

Malice in Derblyland


I attended London Rockin Rollers vs. Rain City from Manchester yesterday evening with my three close friends; a bout that will always be an inspiration to me. The atmosphere and community was near enough perfect, knowing no one else going, we were quite excited but anxious (or maybe it was just me?) but I found myself glowing with confidence the moment we stepped into the perfect location for a bout! I chatted with a few photographers and merch people, quite overwhelmed by the friendliness they had.


The game was intense. Everyone got involved - though we were standing next to some Manchester team members so it was quite hard to get fully into it - for me anyways. There was lots of shouting, punches in the air and cheering. The most amazing part was actually when someone fell - and this isn't to sound mean - when someone falls badly, everyone kneels in respect to the person, once they get up, so does everyone else, immense. Luckily all that went down got up again but there was a team member with a broken arm at the side that was cheered by everyone - bringing the brutal reality of the sport back. Still - it wouldn't stop me!


At half time, London were winning but everyone knew this game could change at any moment. As previously seen a jammer could get 15 points in one 2 minute game overtaking the other team clearly. There was a band that played, but us girls needed to go to the ladies. The reason why I mention this is because of the surrealism of even this. Posters hang on the corridor walls reading 'Please let rollergirls go first, we need them back!' and the roller girls come flying down the hallways, weaving in and out of people. I was both jealous and inspired; a dream I had previously already had grew 100% more just in that moment! The girls that walked past me, standing in the corridors - that were everywhere, were dressed in their vintage finery and accessories, it was like heaven! The world I had dreamed off was actually real! Pin curls and pageboy haircuts were the popular hairstyles here. My vintage's shoulder padded dress was seen as the norm - not stared at. It was brilliant!


The second half started, the game was even more intense, but the LRR won the game with a clear lead! 105 - 88. Their theme tune was played and everyone cheered! Then everyone watching came into the middle and the team - high-fived everyone in a circle. An awesome way to end. Soon after it was finished, my best friend and I ran off to someone we'd previously spoken to, to ask about all the details. A quick five-minute chat gave us a lot of clear information, and were off next week to start training with them! It seems a good time to make a dream a reality- finally. It's quite weird how I've only told a couple of people in my life about all this- trying to make sure not many people find out, but I'm ok with telling the blog about all the new experiences. I think I'm just too happy about it all right now!

(London Rockin' Rollers and Rainy City)

Friday, 7 May 2010

The photo says it all.

Garbage

Apparently people buy garbage now, and it comes in little boxes. An artist called Gignac was struggling to find ideas for his new piece, walking along the littered streets of New York. Litter being the keyword; he thought he'd use the opportunity of the frustrating objects flying along the streets of most roads nowadays and turn it into art. I know this must sound like some weird Tate gallery abstract piece that no one completely understands, but he seems to have a point. Archeologists find the smallest amount of items or 'litter' of that time and it is seem to be a miracle - an insight to their world. Gignac is framing time capsules of todays world, and even though it's everyday rubbish, I quite like what he's doing with it. He tries finding the unusual and match it with the ordinary (reminds me a bit of Amelie!). In his words simply: "I scour New York City streets picking up trash. After filling bags with subway passes, Broadway tickets, and other NYC junk, I carefully arrange plastic cubes full of the stuff. Each box is unique and won’t leak or smell. The cubes are then signed, numbered, and dated, making them perfect for anyone who wants their own piece of the NYC landscape”. Gignac has sold over 1,200 of these boxes to buyers in 25 countries and even he does special events of towns, like New Years at New York City and St. Patricks Day in Dublin. You just have to make your mind up if it's a good thing or not, if it's art or not, and if it's worth a shelf in your home.


Emily Made Cupcakes


I love baking, it's such a comfort for me! (Though it's quite embarrassing as I normally put on the radio and have a little dance and sing-a-long!) As it is my best friends birthday (part 2) tomorrow, and my Michael is coming over tonight, I thought I'd make some cupcakes for them. I normally just do plain icing, but I thought I'd do some butter icing instead, and then found some yellow food colouring and chocolate bits to put on top. I hope they like them!

Thursday, 6 May 2010

Haircut

A month ago, one of my first blogs was on a haircut, either the Bettie Page fringe or grow it out for the Dita look. Instead of this, I done more research and I was inspired by Emma Pillsbury - a character from 'Glee'. Anyway, I'm really happy with it, I feel I've got all the volume that I thought I had lost and it's all shiny, plus I have loads of hairstyle ideas i can work with this new hair - yay! Here are some photos, sorry about the bad face, but the hair's pretty good :)

Just What Is It that Makes Today's Homes So Different, So Appealing?


Richard Hamilton is an artist who I fell in love with recently. He is a painter and collage artist most famously known for his piece 'Just What Is It that Makes Today's Homes So Different, So Appealing?' which was produced for the 'This Is Tomorrow' exhibition of the Independent Group in London, of which critics and historians noted to be one of the early works of Pop Art, and this was the piece that first attracted me. I'm not much of a fan of his early more abstract work but anything from 1957 is amazing!

The pieces that he is most notable for, and the ones that I particularly like are his 'Interior' designs and collages. He contrasts elaborate decoration with uncluttered paints; clashing styles. His definition of Pop Art in 1957 was - "Pop Art is: popular, transient, expendable, low-cost, mass-produced, young, witty, sexy, gimmicky, glamorous, and Big Business" - stressing its everyday, commonplace values. For me; his photos speak for themselves and he is really inspiring at this point of my life, I thought I'd share this with the world (meaning anyone that reads this!)


Wednesday, 5 May 2010

Swimsuit

I really want this blanket bingo one-piece swimsuit either in red or black! It's designed by Esther Williams and it's just adorable!

Seven Abandoned Cities of the World

I have a growing curiosity - since finding out about the Chernobyl disaster in 1986 - if there are any other cases that involve similarities. I set to the internet looking - not quite sure what for - but what I did find was so interesting! Not long, I found a site called 'Web Urbanist' and it talks about series of abandoned places and cities from Europe to America. I always thought that governments have the ability to cover up major disasters and weird happenings, but I had no idea such amount was hidden from the public eye! There was listings of '100+ Abandoned Buildings, Places and Property' - from abandoned theaters to missile soils. But I thought I'd stick to a page named the 'Seven Abandoned Cities of the World'. There was actually a page two, which meant there was 14 wonders, but I took the most interesting and fascinating to make my own 7 wonders to share.

The first completely fascinated me, the fact that there was and is hardly any information about it and the fact most of my family had no idea what happened showed that even at the time (in the 80's) the disaster was covered. The place is in rural Taiwan called Sanzhi and the abandoned part of this town is called 'Pod City' or 'UFO houses'. It was built by the government for a relaxing, modern resort for upper-class people. Wikipedia says 'It was built in early 1981, but construction of the futuristic resort ceased after a series of fatal accidents. Even though it never opened as a vacation resort, the UFO houses can still be toured. The strange pod-like buildings act as a tourist attraction', other then the fact all the locals believe it is haunted and there are various of ghost stories, that is basically all you can find out about the place. I'd defiantly have a tour of the place, there are records of various people who have visited it, and they talk about the various squatters, poor craftsmanship for the location's weather and the fascination with what really happened there. But when it comes down to it, if even the locals have no clue, then perhaps we'll never know.


The second was mainly because I have a slight interest in the type of houses, so my eye was drawn to them immediately. The state is Detroit and there is an area where the population has decreased by half in 50 years and the shells of a community remain to fade within the empty landmarks. The difference with this abandonment is that Detroit's population are passionate on re-building the state and defending it's culture in one part- which by all means is great, but the empty community still stands: the empty churches, schools, houses and factories. No one has attempted to clean the place. Here are some photos I chose, but just search 'abandoned Detroit' and there are tons of creative, reflective and voyeuristic photos displayed.


Gunkanjima - meaning Battleship Island - is commonly known by the name 'Hashima Island' or 'Ghost Island'. It is situated off the Japanese coast, and was once known for having one of the highest population densities in the world - is now deserted. The island lasted from 1887 to 1974 and was made for coal mining primarily, in fact this island became a sort of slave island as the Japanese increased labour on the mines, even taking children out of school to mine. In 1960, when petrol replaced coal in Japan in the 1960s, coal mines began shutting down all over the country, and Hashima's mines were no exception. Mitsubishi officially announced the closing of the mine in 1974, and today it is empty and bare, which is why it is called the Ghost Island. I believe for a while the Island was off limits to public, however slowly the Japanese has allowed more tourists and visitors. Although structures are now starting to fall down and becoming a danger of high risk. In contrast, the island has inspired many a game and artist, bands have shot music videos and promotion photos there and games like 'Forbidden Siren 2' have featured the island within them. Always an upside.


3 down 4 to go. The year of 1974 is when Turkish forces invaded Cyprus, tearing up the island causes tourists and citizens to flee the city of Varosha. it was immediately wrapped in barbed wire and to this day, military surround it. However, because of this extremely spontaneous evacuation Varosha has been preserved in both dust and time, keeping the very moment it was abandoned untouched. Varosha was a thriving tourist attraction, with large extravagant hotels, where even the celebrities aimed to spend a week or two. Again, not much is said about the captured town, like why it is still fenced and guarded by the military, but because the lack of care and repairs to the hotels, they are slowly crumbling: windows breaking, metal corrodes, nature reclaiming the area as plants grip around the structures. It also has been spotted that sea turtles have been seen nesting on the deserted beaches. Will Varosha ever be a bustling beach like it was before?


Balestrino in north Italy, again is an abandonment with hardly any recordation. No one is quite sure of when the town was established, but the earliest notification of a population was in the eleventh century, but the earliest records of the population was in 1860 when 800-850 people lived there- farmers taken advantage of the landscape of olive trees. In the late 19th century the north-west coast of Italy (where Balestrino is located) was struck by many earthquakes, one of which in 1887 which destroyed a couple of villages and damaged Balestrino. The only record of the abandonment was in 1953 where it was said the town was left due to 'geological instability'. The population at this time of 400 people moved to safer ground in the west, and that was the end of Balestrino's short life.



Bodie, California - the authentic American ghost town started as a mining settlement, booming into a town attracting thousands because of the discovery of nearby mines. 1880 boasted a population of 10,000 with 65 saloons - including even a Chinatown! Resources in this town proved fatal. In 1961 Bodie was designated a National Historic Landmark, becoming a state park, a year later all remaining residents moved on. Today, Bodie is preserved in a state of decay, summer visitors can walk deserted streets witnessing the goods shops present still intact.



Lastly is Kawloon Walled City in Hong Kong, a city that was under the authority of both China and Britain but neither governments managed the 33,000 residents that lived in the 6.5 acre city. It grew dramatically without rules, leading to high rates of prostitution, gambling, drug use and unlicensed doctors and dentists. Some areas were even cut off entirely from natural light and air. However, even though the city was thriving in crime, more residents took comfort within the city walls and lived peacefully and numerous small factories and businesses ran smoothly. In 1963 the governments tried to demolish some shacks in a corner of the city, but this lead to a rise in an "anti-demolition committee'. Charities, religious societies and welfare groups were gradually introduced to the city, but schools and clinics were left unregulated. Finally the governments put an end to the city, evacuating it and demolishing the site. It's quite amazing how long it lasted to be honest - looking so frail and compact!


So there's my 7 wonders, from mine camps to random evacuations, it's weird how a city stands one day, but the gone next. You learn something new everyday.

Tuesday, 4 May 2010

Gilmore Girls

A television programme following the life of a mother (Lauren Graham) and daughter's (Alexis Bledel) relationship in a fictional town called 'Stars Hollow'. It never fails to lift my spirits, and even the low point in their lives are sorted with the help of eachother and their close friends and family, leaving the hour episode with an optimistic approach to even the toughest issues in life.

I love it a lot, and Lauren Graham is amazingly pretty!

I think I grew up too fast.

"I'm walking wounded on the ground, but I will stand here tall. No, I will stand here tall
You try to rip me but I don't tear and I don't care
My skin is thick now, I learnt these lessons years before
This time I'm ready for your war

But I will stand here tall - no I will stand here tall
I should have put this flame out years ago
but you burnt my house down, I won't leave
and if I stand here alone in this dust I've got nothing left to lose, nothing left to lose

I've seen your ways and
I know your plans
Coz I've been around
And I've seen this place before
I wont do this anymore
But if you want war then you've got war

So pick your friends out
I'll take my place and you'll take yours
Load your guns up
And we'll declare an ex-lovers war
I should have seen this years before
But now I'm ready for your war

I should have closed these borders years ago
But you left me somewhere I know well
And as I stand here in no-mans-land
I contemplate your attack

I've seen your ways and
I know your plans
Coz I've been around
And I've seen this place before
I wont do this anymore
But if you want war then you've got war"

Monday, 3 May 2010

"In every job that must be done, there is an element of fun. You find the fun, and - SNAP- the job's a game!"

Birthday Surprise

May 2nd was my best friends birthday. With last week being the stressful time where all coursework was handed in, and the fact half of her family had forgotten it was her birthday - plus her boyfriend wasn't being all that great, I wanted to make her birthday extra extra special. So my boyfriend - Michael and myself started planning.

She was coming over mine so that I could curl her hair before we went up central London, and used this to our advantage. Firstly, we thought of the normal things you would do - banners, an helium balloon and a cake, but then we kinda got carried away!

We got some birthday banners and tons of balloons to decorate the porch, and made this banner with some colourful paints!


Then the fun kicked in. We hung her birthday card in front of the door in between the balloons in the porch, and written on one balloon by the door was 'push here'.


Here, she opened the door to reveal 50 balloons hung from the ceiling at different levels. Pushing through the balloons, at half way she reacher her present from Michael and on the door to the kitchen she reacher mine. Once she pushed open the door, she was greeted with us singing happy birthday :D


She told us that it was the best birthday she had yet had, and that she was really bummed but what we done really picked her mood up, so it worked! We then went up London to see 'Cherrybomb' at the grand Empire cinema at Leicester Square. We'd never been there before and was overwhelmed by the amount of mirrors everywhere - even in the ceiling, a waiting room with comfy sofas and plasma televisions in the walls - surrounded by even more mirrors, and the toilets contained not only an amazing scented soap, but a moisturiser to compliment it.

We finally got to screen six, up 4 flights of steps we opened the door revealing a breath-taking sized screen, with seats I could just about see. We got told that our screen was the smallest in the cinema; but it was the biggest I had ever walked into! Because there was a film finishing, we walked out, all of us said the same thing - 'no way is that the smallest screen!?!' and walked back down the stairs slowly. Half way down the 4 flight of stairs we see this glamourous padded door saying 'Screen 6' I opened it and peered in. A small corridor revealed 2 maroon seats, and Michael walked in, we followed. The corridor opened up to a 20 seated area, with 3 people seated already facing a screen. This was where our film was being shown. we sat down in our seats and peered at the design such a small place had, it was immense. The birthday girl pointed out that this is where the stars of Harry Potter saw the film for the first time before it was even released. Even I - not a Harry Potter fan - got a bit excited inside.

After the film, it was off TGI Fridays where we sung, ate, danced a little and had a really good time!

Happy birthday Korinnian. :)