My theory.

I have had this little theory for about 5 years - it could be a very naive or a very 'teenage drama' theory however life ( or in fact my life) has proven it right time and time again; so I'm going to believe it. The theory anyway is that life is made out of little parts or sections - social/friends, family, work/career and you/health-wise. These parts all effect your life obviously and you can never have them all perfect, all at the same time.

The reason why I say this? 'Cos it seems this past month has thrown all those areas up and they're still a bit jumbled and unsettled, and it's taken a big blow to the self-esteem and to the little things in my life like this blog. (sorry blog!) But one of the biggest reasons why I'm pissed with all these things is because the lack of time I've got to spend with the best friend - especially with all our halloween plans. I've hardly seen her at all this week and it is due to my lack of input in the whole thing, it's a bit poo! However, I will tries me best to fix it :) I also found something that may be her christmas pressie because it made me nearly pee myself when seeing it - well, it was either that or seeing Michael Mcintyre in Waterstones.